Just keep swimming.

You must maintain course on your basic living force; the spirit.

I wonder what percentage of people find and live in accordance with their spirit.

Enough of the spirit talk, I wonder what else I can discover and discuss.

Again, I simply continue to lie to myself however pessimistic that is. I must actually start telling the truth.

Go!

Train hard constantly. Maintain pace, effort and constant efficent exertion. Relentlessly.

Never stop. If I stop, I rest too long. I must pick up pace and driveeee.

Rest within work. Allocate rest for work, until I really must. I am consistent. Consistency is my fuel. If I am not consistent than I feel failing.

I am only ever as free as my freedom from failure.

Sitting here typing, loooking out the window – magic has happenned recently.

The synchronicity of things and looking into that is powerful.

I have so many YEARS to catch up on. What can help me in the meantime, speaking – basic courage to ask and discuss, to feel stupid – I am entirely CRASS