This is where it all began, this was the very first step I took. The very first step I took in listening to the deep throb of my heart, that some may call the spirit. What did it require? Complete solitude for a period of time. A few months perhaps, but then it was enabled. I return to it now because, whatever this is, it feeds what ever it will be. The ideas that unfold in your very mind become your very reality, it can not be said any simpler than that. You research, you read, you experience, you see, to formulate this idea; an opening will ultimately present itself, in which you then must enter with all your might.

‘Dead Poets Society’, a recent film I found myself watching, again in multiple parts over multiple days, the only way I can do it seems. Perhaps I need time to reflect on what I witness to make sense of it all. To watch a movie, take it all in and understand the sophisticated nature of each individual and intricate relationship between characters, for me the movie length is just simply not enough time.

The iron triangle, Time x Cost x Quality. The valuable lessons and learnings can only ever come from considerable investment. The more quality the information, the slower it will take you to reach, or fully understand. I turn and think, imagine waiting patiently for an older person to speak, tell their story, and get through what they try to say.

I have a whole lifetime of ideas wrapped up in my mind, what is this!..people ask, for I have no answer….read what you see and make of it what you will. That is the simple truth, if this helps you then it will help me. The frequency of exchange and love of giving is lost to our only ever enemy, the ego perhaps? But there is truth in what they say, in keeping your enemies close. So please, really, well and truly do what you want with this information. It is mine and yours forever, well and truly. I will never run out of words to say, and neither will you (if you ever start). To give back what I received is only half of it, I must take what I was given and feed the journey, feed into this life of living and make it all happen!