This whole thing, this thing right here goes against everything I believe. What am I doing typing these words, why am I publishing this all other the internet. This is so confusing to me. I think of authors, artists and everyone that does things, those that put their work out there for anyone and all to see…why not keep it to yourself, why share it all, why plaster it all over the internet …I am wasting too much time writing this and posting it on the internet, what am I doing it for. It returns my thoughts to pride. I asked the close friend this the weekend just gone, what are your thoughts on pride and being proud. He gave a good argument, not convincing, as I can’t remember what he said exactly, but it did make me stop and think. I returned to what I think, pride is a sin. One should not be proud, one shouldn’t share their work, one shouldn’t plaster it everywhere, one shouldn’t even post something that they themselves think is good, or interesting, as that comes under pride. Actions speaker louder than words. To act in silence almost, don’t waste time, showing the world what you do just do it, don’t waste time, showing the world what you think, show them through the actions. This might be the end of this. I do not like what I do here anymore, it does nothing for me. I may return one day but I go on to consume and challenge myself and this belief. Good bye.