I can’t sleep. I lay awake, my head sorta hurts and I’m sorta ill but here I am just sorta waiting for sleep to catch up with me. An interesting day to say the least, different from the usual day to day, which was nice. I did something, that I used to do a quite a bit, but haven’t done in years. I have no idea how it went, weather I was any good or not, but they say that’s a good thing. It was a bit flat at first, although not particularly my fault the other two were a bit floaty – the music man was cool though, James, was his name, what a great name – i didn’t manage speak to him much, his English wasn’t that strong and neither is my (insert the language of wherever he was from). I soon warmed into it and enjoyed, became more relaxed, deSpite being ill. Typical case of a blocked nose, runny nose etc, i did think should I run it by them, and perhaps I should have but, I sort of waved it off, mind over mattered it, anyway, I had done this type of job before in adverse health conditions – I once had a severely wobbly tooth, in fact it was practically falling out/falling into my mouth and that didn’t stop me.

Today was a sort of step, a result of planned happenstance – look it up if you’re unsure. Hopefully when I say step, it’s a stepping stone, but we shall see what comes – is it something I want to do; I’m still not sure. I’ll push on and force the issue a bit, as I’ve gained some momentum but again we shall see what comes. I have an idea, many in fact – it’s exciting, despite recently feeling a lack of excitement generally.

Got some big moves to make in the coming weeks, I best not leave it till late….I shall use the power of intuition to guide me as to when the time is right.