Again, I question the purpose of all this. Why all of a sudden do I write for no one but me.

Regardless, I am here right now to discuss the date of the 24th December. The last two haven’t been great and this one has followed suit; I am awaiting a covid test result – chances are I’ve got it; two of my colleagues have. Over the past two days I have done everything I can to avoid that blaady thing coming back positive. Mind over matter is a thing trust.

24th December 2019

There I was, off the back of the greatest few months I think I’ve ever had and it all came crushing down, quite literally…with my face smashing into the pavement. Now, there is a slight link between this post and the last that I think only possibly 2 people would ever be able to see, one of them being my dad and the other never understood. Looking back now, its probably one of the worst best things that has ever happened to me, I hit rock concrete bottom but I am who I am today because of it.

24th December 2020

This is a sad day and forever will be, again, I’m not saying what – but this time you can ask me and I will tell. A connection was hindered but a new one established. Whiskey, Rum and Lava Lamps. I am a fan of lava lamps, what makes them work, how do they work, why do they work – I wish to get one, one day.